also: i hate that feeling i always get when i read harry/draco fic, of it being this huge involved conglomeration and i'm just barely scanning the surface. there are so many things to read that i feel like i could probably burn my bookshelf and replace it with HD fic and never want for reading material for the rest of my life. i also tend to get this really anxious feeling of needing to be in the middle of it, like there are all these amazing fic authors who i feel i should know because they write such amazing things and communities to be a part of, but i'm too busy being a hermit :c
somewhat related; i get that same anxious feeling whenever i watch those NOVA shows about the universe and stuff. like there's so many things to know, man, and i'm just sitting here watching TV and not doing anything important or meaningful or permanent. i feel like i need some well-connected friends so i can become one of those... psychonauts? whatever it's called, where they get high as fuck and contemplate Space Adventures. i want to do that at least once in my lifetime.
- listenin':i just heard "creep" for the first time! cultural milestones!
But but but these spoonflower prints...
why so expense ;_;
- listenin':blue oyster cult - godzilla
So. Some kind of important/cool things happened today:
1. I made a huge-ass outline for a Harry/Draco fic. Maybe I'll actually write it! yayyyy. I felt pretty proud of myself, lulz.
2. I went through and removed a bunch of crap from my f-list. A bunch of comms and stuff, and a few people I had added b/c of fandom and whatnot but well... there's no point to me keeping them on here. lulz. The only stupid thing is, when you unfriend someone they stay on your "manage friends" thing because they technically still have you. Apparently I'm just anal-retentive because that really gets on my nerves, seeing all those blue arrows. Idk.
So. Here's to me starting an ambitious (for me at least, I planned a whole eight chapters) fanfic project when I should be job-hunting! :'D
I'm not really into the rhinestone-heavy designs; those look like the cheap pre-stuck phone decorations you can get pretty much everywhere and they always have looked bad/cheap to me. I really like miniatures so I love sweets designs and little bows and flowers and stuff >_< And I have a literal shit-ton of ribbon at home, so I'm making some ribbon bows for the next time I decorate my phone!
I will probably put a picture of the stuff I'm making on facebook later. It's pretty over-the-top and ridiculous looking to people not into deco, but after you do it, it's addictive D: I never liked deco before I glued a bunch of crap to my phone... and now I'm hooked. o_o
It'd be kind of cool if I could just dump a bunch of prompts onto some poor eager sap, but by the end of it they'd probably hate me because I'm a really bad backseat driver. 8D
- listenin':The Strokes - Life is Simple in the Moonlight
MY BRAIN IS NOW INCEPTION
no srsly, trucker!tom hardy with his hand in his pantz broke my stream of coherent thought a long time ago. AND THEN I FOUND SHOWER PIC LULULULZ
also, inception is wucking fonderful (or y'know, fucking wonderful) and i want to make love to that movie. not really, but eames = new character crush ever. and eames/arthur = NEW OTP WHUT WHUT. it's like the mindfuck of memento but slightly more understandable and more sexy people.
i mean. tom hardy is gorgeous. and plays eames. eames is a shady character. did i ever mention i love shady characters? and JGL is so adorable. he has dimples. i has dimples. WE HAVE A CONNECTION OK
plus cillian murphy is... idek. beautiful. :O
so, brb cause i gotta sleep. and like i totally had one lucid dream like a week after seeing inception but nothing after that ;_; but it's ok, because i'm pretty sure i had sexytimes with minho in that dream. ROFLLLLL (hey i'm sure my brain bent reality to make minho ~legal~ ok? lmao)
- listenin':the strokes - juicebox
:O toasted for my convenience
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
personality test by similarminds.com
Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive
hm. very iiiiiinteresting. :D
- feelin': bored
ugh i don't want to deal with scheduling now D: i don't want to have to plan out my life for the next two years, but if i want to get to study abroad in japan i have to get this shit figured out to the letter :(((( life suxxorz. but japan sounds cool. i hope :'D i'll have to get more loans (bye bye rest of my life) but, it will be worth it.
i'm done complaining ^_^ time to go read some more percy jackson fanfiction. hehehe.