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thanxgivin' y'all

really this is more about how i should not be allowed near a computer when i have an alarm set for the next day. less than five hours of sleep and the number is getting smaller... but there is lots of good food to look forward to tomorrow ♥ too bad the sister will be in another state, or i could play with the niece and nephew and not have to pretend to like my relatives. :T

also: i hate that feeling i always get when i read harry/draco fic, of it being this huge involved conglomeration and i'm just barely scanning the surface. there are so many things to read that i feel like i could probably burn my bookshelf and replace it with HD fic and never want for reading material for the rest of my life. i also tend to get this really anxious feeling of needing to be in the middle of it, like there are all these amazing fic authors who i feel i should know because they write such amazing things and communities to be a part of, but i'm too busy being a hermit :c

somewhat related; i get that same anxious feeling whenever i watch those NOVA shows about the universe and stuff. like there's so many things to know, man, and i'm just sitting here watching TV and not doing anything important or meaningful or permanent. i feel like i need some well-connected friends so i can become one of those... psychonauts? whatever it's called, where they get high as fuck and contemplate Space Adventures. i want to do that at least once in my lifetime.


well fuck me, it's 5am

So. Some kind of important/cool things happened today:

1. I made a huge-ass outline for a Harry/Draco fic. Maybe I'll actually write it! yayyyy. I felt pretty proud of myself, lulz.

2. I went through and removed a bunch of crap from my f-list. A bunch of comms and stuff, and a few people I had added b/c of fandom and whatnot but well... there's no point to me keeping them on here. lulz. The only stupid thing is, when you unfriend someone they stay on your "manage friends" thing because they technically still have you. Apparently I'm just anal-retentive because that really gets on my nerves, seeing all those blue arrows. Idk.

So. Here's to me starting an ambitious (for me at least, I planned a whole eight chapters) fanfic project when I should be job-hunting! :'D

i've got hot-glue everywhere

 I updated my profile, I've got a theme that is basic and easy and that I like, and now... an even newer obsession to fill my time with~ Deco!

I'm not really into the rhinestone-heavy designs; those look like the cheap pre-stuck phone decorations you can get pretty much everywhere and they always have looked bad/cheap to me. I really like miniatures so I love sweets designs and little bows and flowers and stuff >_< And I have a literal shit-ton of ribbon at home, so I'm making some ribbon bows for the next time I decorate my phone!

I will probably put a picture of the stuff I'm making on facebook later. It's pretty over-the-top and ridiculous looking to people not into deco, but after you do it, it's addictive D: I never liked deco before I glued a bunch of crap to my phone... and now I'm hooked.  o_o


It really sucks that I keep getting these super cool-sounding fanfic ideas when I'm not really in the mood/time/place to write. It also sucks that I'm really lazy when it comes to writing so I don't write anything. And another thing that sucks: I want to write these fanfic ideas because that's how I think x situation should go, but then I'd want to read it and I can't really read my own fanfic for enjoyment, because... well, I wrote it and know how it ends :|

It'd be kind of cool if I could just dump a bunch of prompts onto some poor eager sap, but by the end of it they'd probably hate me because I'm a really bad backseat driver. 8D

then i don't need a jacket! thanks, arthur



no srsly, trucker!tom hardy with his hand in his pantz broke my stream of coherent thought a long time ago. AND THEN I FOUND SHOWER PIC LULULULZ

also, inception is wucking fonderful (or y'know, fucking wonderful) and i want to make love to that movie. not really, but eames = new character crush ever. and eames/arthur = NEW OTP WHUT WHUT. it's like the mindfuck of memento but slightly more understandable and more sexy people.

i mean. tom hardy is gorgeous. and plays eames. eames is a shady character. did i ever mention i love shady characters? and JGL is so adorable. he has dimples. i has dimples. WE HAVE A CONNECTION OK

plus cillian murphy is... idek. beautiful. :O

so, brb cause i gotta sleep. and like i totally had one lucid dream like a week after seeing inception but nothing after that ;_; but it's ok, because i'm pretty sure i had sexytimes with minho in that dream. ROFLLLLL (hey i'm sure my brain bent reality to make minho ~legal~ ok? lmao)

oops. almost.

LOL i almost deleted my journal on accident. how do you do that, you ask? well forever ago i "made" a "community" that never went anywhere b/c i didn't really... know what to do with it. so i was like well, better delete this and when i tried, i guess i didn't please the livejournal gods well enough so i ended up deleting mine instead. good thing you can reinstate it fully within 30 days (yadda yadda). i almost flipped the fuck out though, i was like NO MY MEMS AND LINKS AND FANFICTION COMMS~~~


personality test

:O toasted for my convenience

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Work ethic||||||||||40%
Need to dominate||||||||||||50%
Change averse||||||||||||||60%
Peter pancomplex||||||||||||||||||80%

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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
clean, secretive, does not make friends easily, observer, hates large parties, risk averse, perfectionist, reclusive, solitude loving, more practical than abstract, does not like to stand out, high self control, intellectual, mind over heart, very cautious, takes precautions, respects authority, irritable, emotionally sensitive


hm. very iiiiiinteresting. :D


hi. my life is consumed with percy jackson fanfiction now :D i watched the movie and pretty much thought some percy/luke was necessary (and hot damn i haven't read the books, but that's ok because the movie is aged up so movie-verse fic makes me feel less creepy) while i was watching it (the slash goggles are apparently glued on my face at this point, it's impossible for me to not see through them). so that's what i'll be doing for like the next month :')

ugh i don't want to deal with scheduling now D: i don't want to have to plan out my life for the next two years, but if i want to get to study abroad in japan i have to get this shit figured out to the letter :(((( life suxxorz. but japan sounds cool. i hope :'D i'll have to get more loans (bye bye rest of my life) but, it will be worth it.

i'm done complaining ^_^ time to go read some more percy jackson fanfiction. hehehe.

You can't teach God anything.

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I've met God across his long walnut desk with his diplomas hanging on the wall behind him, and God asks me, "Why?"
Why did I cause so much pain?
Didn't I realize that each of us is a sacred, unique snowflake of special unique specialness?
Can't I see that we're all manifestations of love?
I look at God behind his desk, taking notes on a pad, but God's got this all wrong.
We are not special.
We are not crap or trash either. We just are.
We just are, and what happens just happens.
And God says, "No, that's not right."
Yeah. Well. Whatever. You can't teach God anything.
-Fight Club, by Chuck Palahniuk
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